I was watching a tv program the other day, and a deeply Spiritual woman ( I'll keep her name anonymous) was talking about how she thinks, feels, and basically perceives life, and its events differently after committing her life to God. It may take an hour, a day, or twenty years but it truly does happen, a major thought transformation. It can be a little unnerving in the beginning, when you notice that your reactions to people, that used to be to scream and yell is now calm, cool, Wooosaaaa! I call it unnerving because it feels foreign and you may question your own mental health. No..you are not going crazy! It's the Peace of God that surpasses the human understanding (thankfully the misunderstanding lasts only for a little while); you will eventually get used to it and it will become your nature. You are a child of the most high God and there's nothing better in life than that. Be blessed today!